In the midst of the turmoil that is 2020, I am finding that even old Bible stories seem new and very pertinent. If I had heard about the time that Jacob had a midnight wrestling match with an unknown angel, or maybe even God himself, I had forgotten. Our minister has a talent for bringing every story to life, and I love these reminders.
The story unfolds in Genesis 32: 24-29. Jacob has been forced to leave his home by his own decision to steal Esau’s birthright- causing his older brother to threaten him with death. While Jacob is gone, he grows up, and learns to be patient while following God’s plan for his life. Now, years later, God has directed him to go back home, He says he will not leave Jacob until he has kept His promise to bless him, and multiply his descendants, spreading them all over the world. Genesis 28:15.
So, when Jacob decides to follow God’s direction and go back home, he develops a plan. He first sends word to his brother, letting him know that he is coming, and begging his favor. He even prepares a very elaborate gift, of livestock and servants, and all of his greatest treasures. But he hears that his brother is coming to meet him with 400 men. This frightens Jacob. So, he stops to develop a new plan, and takes time to pour out his heart to God.
I like this. It fits our times so well. We feel frightened and overwhelmed by what might be ahead. God has promised to bring us thorough it. We make very complicated preparations, trying hard to be smart about our journey. But, still , we are frightened and apprehensive. So, the best thing we can do is to stop and talk to our Father again. We pour out our hearts, being perfectly honest about our fears, and acknowledging that we remember his promise to us. He has promised not to leave us until he has delivered his blessing.
Even with the end in sight, though. Jacob’s battle is not over. While sleeping, he is engaged in the struggle of his life. The story never identifies the assailant, but Jacob seems to know that this is either God, or His messenger. As they are locked in the struggle, Jacob decides that now is the time. He says “I will not let You go unless You bless me.” Genesis 32:26 NKJV. He comes away with even more than he bargained for, a new name, Israel, a hip that is out of joint, causing a lingering limp, and the renewed promise of God’s providence.
This year, we are tired. We have had more than enough. But we still hold on. We will not let go, and we know that God will deliver on His promises. We are ready for a new year, with a new name. Even if we have to limp our way in.
Leave a Reply